Valerie; The semi Misanthrope.

''Our joys as winged dreams do fly; why then should sorrow last? Since grief but aggravates thy loss, grieve not for what is past''
- Thomas Percy.

Since you’ve read the title, you’re probably wondering what the hell a Misanthrope is, much less a semi, Think about it like this, have you any idea what a semi circle is? A half circle, correct? A misanthrope, misanthropist, whatever you’d like to call me, is an individual who dislikes humankind, and avoids human society.




Put it together yet? Hopefully. My full name is Valerie Monique Stroud, I’m a cross breed, my mother Mexican, French, Italian, and my dad Black and Indian. Since this is a self description, may I advise you that some of things I tell you are disturbing, but I’m going to be blunt, I’d never lie about who I really am, because that wouldn’t be a
Self-description, now would it? I am an Athiest, I believe all religions are definitely a cult, If you look up the definition of a cult, It reads ‘A system of religious veneration and devotion directed toward a particular figure or object’ Oh my god! Sounds like Christianity, doesn’t it? And cults are blasphemy? It amazes me how much contradictory are in religions, it’s pathetic, well to me at-least. ‘But Valerie, we’re only human?’ Yeah, but ‘God’ is immortal, and he’s perfect supposedly, well obviously not, He seems like a hypocrite to me. Going back to the title, You may wonder why I’m the way I am, trust me, If you seen the world like I’d seen it you’d be the same way, I wish I could be something foreign to this planet, I’m ashamed of being human,
How could anyone with a heart have 1,000,000$ and spend it on a car, instead of starving children in Africa? I am a Mansonite, I am obsessed with Marilyn Manson, and can you blame me? He’s the center of controversy, and so am I, I love it, all of it. 'It says in the bible, You've gotta be saved to go to heaven, I guess just being ourselves is a ticket to hell' - MM. I try to alienate myself, because I dread being hurt, There is no reason one should ask to meet someone, grow a bond, become acquainted and attached unless you want a lethal injection of pain. Watch your misery implode from within and suffer a worse death than the actual experience, and each time it’ll just dig deeper and deeper, and you blame yourself, because you’ve only fell for it once again, I just go numb, grow callous, because honestly You can only be let down so many times until your knees buckle and you’re paralyzed. I suffer from Chronic Depression, Could you tell? It’s the price I have to pay for being nothing but kind, and caring, and some people wonder why I’m so cold. Oh, and a random fact, I love Thrash, Black, Death, Heavy, Grind-Core, Brutal Death Metal; Rigor Mortis is my favorite Word. My favorite Band is Blood Bath, When I get older I plan to write! And become a pathologist. To clear up all of the Rumors, I am not here to kill any Christians. I’d rather end than begin, because that’s all I’ve ever known.


Fin.